Standing at a crossroad. Which path should I take? Heart or Head? Certainty or Ambiguity? Being an adult is hardwork.

I’m restless.

I’m not usually the kind of person that gets down or feel miserable for long but lately I have been.

I don’t like my job. i feel trapped. I feel used. I feel unappreciated. It’s making me feel dumb. I’m not learning.

Some have been telling me that not everyone likes their job. Or it’s normal to feel this way because that’s how work is.

I disagree.

I think it’s sad that those believe so. I don’t want to be one of them.

I want to be satisfied with my job. I want to wakeup not dreading to go to work. I want to feel a sense of accomplishment when I leave at the end of the day. I want to sleep peacefully at night.

I want to care about what I do. I want to strive to work hard. Most of all, I want to love what I do.

What am I going to do? Tell me. Give me some direction.